While enjoying the first snow day of the year I finally take a few minutes to write down some thoughts I've had lately....mostly thoughts about the new year. I have made four goals for myself this year....resolutions. 1) Drink more water, 2) Go to bed earlier, 3) Keep my house plants alive. I am up to 30 house plants (this includes the 3 I am babysitting for a neighbor who will be gone for a number of months) and I am determined to find a rhythm which each of them.
4) My biggest goal is to do more reaching out to others. It's so weird, but when I wake up in the middle of the night and can't go back to sleep (happens frequently), I lay in bed composing emails and letters in my head to various people. I also think of kind things I should do for others that either deserve it, could use some extra encouragement, or just need to know that I'm thinking of them. I do this ALL the time...could this be the time that I'm still enough to hear God putting these people on my heart? The sad thing is the fact that I very seldom follow through on these middle of the night thoughts. I wake up in the morning and get in my busy routine and don't give it much more thought. We attended a teacher institute back in the fall where the speaker quoted Martin Luther King Jr. as saying something like, "At the end of my life, I will not remember the words of my enemies, but the silence of my friends". That quote really stayed with me...and I guess you could say it punched me right in the gut. I have so many good intentions, but they don't mean anything unless I see them through. So that's my fourth goal.
I've started the new year like this:
Listening: Evangeline learning a new piano piece each week
Dreaming: of lots of snow
Loving: the sound of my children playing together
Reading: Pride and Prejudice, The Complete Tales of Winnie the Pooh (with Evangeline), Spookley the Square Pumpkin (one of Jed's current favorites)
Practicing: An earlier bedtime routine
Learning: to be more patient with life, not getting hung up on the small things
Enjoying: all the moments I get with my family and my very sweet class of school children
Sipping: Hot Cinnamon and Spice tea, hot chocolate
Crafting: Dandelion Doe stitched with love for Evangeline
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